Poetry from 2002
Jealousy

The dresser is empty where clothes used to be
the plants are all gone from the sill
the house has no music; I sit here alone
as the hands of the clock both stand still

Your false accusations still cut like a knife
as faithful I always had stayed
so often belittled my conscience was clear
your love was never betrayed

I spoke back in anger each time I was hurt
with words that offended you so
now we are parted; I sent you away
with two broken hearts as you go

The words of two lovers console or destroy
with plans unaccomplished  the cost
Their lives in the balance both teeter and sway
the past and the future are lost
Huh?

Did you hear what I just said or what you wished to hear
or did the sounds go into one and out the other ear?

Do you know the meaning of the words you heard me say?
Do you think you might respond... even yet today?

Writing

Writing is an art, they say... a talent few posess
My opinion differs; I must to you confess

Anyone who thinks can write and practice every day
then edit every word and thought by pen and ink they say

For practice makes one better in any given art
how long it takes to master one depends on when you start

Special Order

Could you write a story and add me to it too;
Draw my picture and my name standing next to you?
A romance without ending entwined with quiet laughter
an adventure and a journey with "happily ever after"

The Glance

I sat alone and watched the dance from the corner of my eye
But then I turned to look and see a sexy leg and thigh

She'd bent to wipe the table but slapped me then instead
Although I was quite innocent, I'd only turned my head

I guess I should apologize but sorry I am not
with no regrets for what I saw but sorry I was caught

Sugar Mama Ain't Puttin' Out No More Blues

I found a Sugar Mama but she don't put out no more
I been lovin' all her lovin' but it's her money I adore
Some fella took her money I shoulda met her just before

I found a Sugar Mama and she treats me oh so fine
I love her in the mornin', afternoon and evenin' time
but when I ask for money she won't put out a dime

I found a Sugar Mama who loves me 'til the day is long
but my pockets both are empty like a singer without a song
She gives me all her lovin' but I better just move along
Steve Hodgin Copyright 2002 All rights Reserved
Leaves Falling as Water

My heart is empty and I am poured out.  My tears fall easily and the colors have faded from life as I have known it. I know we can not go back to life as it was, yet how I long for your touch and body beside me.  I see the depth of your gaze as you meet mine and feel the ecstacy of our hearts united in our shared bed and am made to wonder truly what manner of fool I am.  Yet my life must be composed of inner peace.  Where will I find it?  Only in sleep?  My pond is a place of quiet rest and solitude now. The water falls rhythmically into the lower pool as the koi dart to and fro   Alone is not so difficult... yet times, thoughts, secrets we might have shared are no sweet respite to the cold night air of autumn.
Depth of Beauty

her hair reflects a golden glow and eyes are warm and soft
and when I see that pure sweet smile my heart would float aloft

Imagining a moment when time eternal stays
paused with great excitement as I catch her gaze

but should I dare imagine a heart like this to hold
or is it only foolishness that I should be so bold

for those who search for beauty would give their souls or more
for someone special like this one so easy to adore

but beauty has a greater depth revealed within the soul
and in that special sacred place lovers are made whole
Pink Cotton Candy
softly spiraled on a cone
as silken lace on satin sheet
tintilates the mind and appetite
of those who dare to eat